I really hate my brother right now. I know I shouldn't hate people but it's just he's getting on my last nerve.
He's a pot head and he smokes so much he got money stolen from him. (he even lied to our parents about it) (yeah they have NO idea) and he's stupid enough to leave it in his texts. I got bored and he left his phone there and there was a message asking someone to buy weed for him and he didn't delete it.

He also smoked to the point he lost his scholarship so we had to take out a loan so he could continue to go to college, but after we took out the loan, guess what? he dropped out.  it was pointless and now we have to worry about paying it off.

this means they have no money for me . no money for a car (they bought him one). no money for college I have to get scholarships because we can't even afford the cheapest one around). they have to save to get me a laptop for graduation. (they promised it to me a year ago, and my brother got one)

Also apparently my parents have be giving my brother $50 a week since he moved out thats like $200 every month he's been gone for a good two year.  thats $4800 that he probably spent on drugs..... cause I mean 70% we bought his groceries so it's not like he had to worry about that.

I get yelled at when I make a B! my gpa is like a 3.82/4 (so like 95%?)

plus when he comes home he never helps around the house. he's like I don't live here! I'm just eating all the food and drinking all the milk, but I don't live here I don't have to help. I do lots on my apartment.

I feel that few people know about this. and it seems like everyone loves my brother. any time I say something mean people always go "but he's so cool!" yeah he just makes fun of me and yells at me and has basically ruined my life. thats really cool.......

or when we both don't go to church for a while and we both show up. people run to him "daniel! I missed you." not even a word to me.....  

"oh you're Daniel's sister?" Not anymore. I'm disowning my brother. in my mind I'm an only child now.


peace out bitches!